a fake smile is all it takes to blow your cover

they can see right through you

like you dont exist

if you went away

no one would care

no one would even notice

your worthless, useless and shameful

nothing more then a wrist without a razor

resorting because your weak

weak, but its whatyou are

i give up

kill me now,

i've lost the will to live

and im making the same mistakes again.

If someone has no motivation for anything anymore is it wrong ? i found out that i have no motivation for anyhting anymore . I just sit around and write. I dont make an effort to see my friends or talk to them .I listen to music that makes me question my self at times. Its not the best thing in the world , thats one thing i know but will it ever stop? will i ever figure out what the point is anymore?! is there really any meaning for anything anymore ? i know this is a shiitty bunch of thoughts but its the way im starting to see everything these days * You gave up on all your dreams along the way**

hey if your reading this i need some idvise on how to tell a girl you like her thx

Dear Readers,

Today I stayed home from school with my dad and my brother's girlfriend. She is really nice and I like her because she listens to me. Not with her ears but with her heart. Today I spilled my guts out to her and it all started....uh....I foregot how it started but it had to do with boys I liked or like Manny or something. I told her everything from all the kids in my classroom to writing a book.

I like to write. I told you that already didn't I? When I write I am in my momment of zen or something. Since I like to write then that means I'd like a Pen-Pal to write E-mails to. Would you be my pen-pal? I would really like that.

What can I do to attract Manny? Help Me! Give Me Tips! I Need Your Help! I am begging you! PLEASE!!!

Answer My Question and Send Me Comments!

-Selina4me

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Ron is off the vent from 5:30 am to 10:30 pm every day. Trying to breathe on his on is like running a marathon. He has been able to sit up in a Neuro Chair 30 minutes to 1 hour per day. Ron is eating small portions of food during the day but he finds this also exhausting! Guillian Barre has truly taken a toll on Ron's body. He is still unable to move his arms, hands, fingers, legs and feet. We know Ron is making progress but please continue to pray daily for his strength and endurance during this difficult time.

My name is sierra. Today was so horrible. I miss school. It wasn't my fault i didnt have a ride to school. I didnt take the bus cause i didnt when the bus comes how long it takes. At school there has been lots of rumors about my friends and I. When my friends and I went to get starbucks, everybody was just looking at us. Right now i am at home that is why i am writing. I have so many things on my mind it's not funny. Okay, There is this guy and i really liek him. He's smart outgoing, super cute. But the thing is i am so scared to ask him out. We are really great friends, but i am just so neverous, I think it's common for girls to get like this. Well i have to go. bYE

Dear Readers,

Why are boys so adorably cute? Why? Me and Manny were flirting today and it was good after a while then my "Friend", Jade, started flirting with him. Then she said that she liked him, no loved him and that he was so cute. Earlier today she got mad at me for talking and laughing at with the other guy she likes. Now she knows I love Manny and she flirts with him but c'mon if she does not want me to do it to her then don't do it to me. I know I have more of the chance of getting with him because she is butt ugly but the thing that gets to me is that of all people it had to be her to flirt with him. I HATE HER! I don't want to be her "Friend" anymore. Thanks for listening and send me comments!

-Selina4me

have you ever seen the film mouse hunt well if you have you will understand what i'm on about cos the latest saga is there is a mouse in my kitchen we have layed traps to catch it but two days on still nothing so cupboards have been emptyed out boxing in on pipes has been took off rooms turned upside down and guess what we still cant find it so we have called in the big guns pest controll . now some of you may say it's only a mouse but to me i may as well be living with the worlds most wanted man at least you can see where he is and what he is doing this thing hides and seems to wait for me like a sniper .i swear i will have heart attack soon if we dont catch it to say i am terrified of mice is an understatment.so i will let you know if and when we catch the fur coat wearing four leged burgler i'm sure i will find it sitting in my chair drinking my coffee smoking my fags and watching my tv god i hate mice